Woke up this morning feeling really sad. I had a dream about N. I was out at a pub with some friends when I suddenly heard quite a commotion. Men cheering for someone... but I couldn't see that person. I walked up and tried to get between the crowds when I saw my ex best friend, N. She was dancing and having such a great time. She had her arms open wide, as though she was about to embrace some invisible force. I saw her laughing and just being so free and wild, like her old self, before she met her husband A. I pulled her aside and said with a huge smile "Oh my god, what are you doing here???" And she looked at me and said "Sharon, you were right... he hit me again, almost straight after we got married. But I've left him and I'm so happy!" She then went back to dance, to the cheers of dashing young men.

 

My alarm clock rung.

 

And I woke up feeling so sad, and so helpless. And I started thinking of her, wondering what she's doing now. Is she happy? I really hope so. I really do.

 

Love

Sharon